Flashes of camera, pretty and beautiful people at their best dress, truly awesome night. <33

xoxo

Won't be gone for that long. I think. For updates, http://twitter.com/AtticaE (:

Qazimah: "Hey, you know you and your sisters can be like Keeping Up with the Kardashians and you can be Kim Kardashian, the second oldest."

Me: "Erm...what?!"

Me: "Wait, the Kardashians have a brother too, right?"

Qazimah: "Yeah."

Me: "Ok, yeah."

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A very random conversation that suddenly popped between us. I don't know what was she thinking. Haha! (: Went to Orchard after religious class with family, and talked to sister about reality shows. For example, Keeping Up with the Kardashians, The Hills. I, seriously cannot imagine myself being followed around by cameras like a puppy dog. Hell no. Even so, the "drama" on the shows are much likely fake due to, they would want to boost the ratings.

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I swear to God, this is such a random post! I can't believe tommorow is Monday! ): Why does weekends have to fly so fast? It's unfair that weekends have to be like two bloody days while the weekdays have to be a good five days. Sheeesh. Alrighty then, I have to do my Food & Nutrition research and other homeworks that are "waiting" for me. Until then! :D

you know you love me,

xoxo

I officially love Fridays now. They not only make me think it's the last day of the torturous of five days of schooling, but what happened yesterday was uber awesome! Hehe. Richard J and the Skratch team came to our school and do real hip-hop beat! (: Though I liked the performances, I hated the atmosphere, cos' mostly the students in the hall were like, stoned? But whatever it is, they did put on a good show.

Took a pic with Richard J,

and brought home a Nick Jonas & The Administration album! Loved most of the songs on the album. (:

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Oral today was actually ok; except for the fact I almost gave up on the picture discussion! But the conversation part was awesome. Hehe, I like Mr. Saiful. He wasn't that scary like how we pictured him to be. Alrighty then, I think that's it, for today, yes? Ok, till then!

you know you love me,

xoxo

"Enjoy every last moments while we can."

-Batrisyia.

As I know most of my classmates will be draining blood, sweat, maybe tears, since tommorow will be the beginning of our journey to a future. Yes, I may sound, like "WTH?!" but I never thought that far. When the teachers annouced our remedial scheldule, it suddenly hit me. Like is this for real? I am really going to sit for a national exam that is going to determine my future. When I was a kid, I love when people ask me what is my ambitions, and it was easy for me as there is a lot of choices and you can just answer it without taking it too seriously. But now, if a person hit me with that question, I suddenly start to think, what do I really want to be, where would I want to head after this and so on. I maybe young, reckless, stupid, silly and whatever adults called teenagers nowadays, but hey, deep down, I do really care what is going to happen tommorow.

Why am I saying this whole lot of chunk? Because it's killing me that it's just felt like yesterday I was just being a kid and do what kids usually do. I always think my mom and dad is going to be there for me like forever. But heck no. I am always afraid that one day I am going to drown in the pool of life.

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But for right now, I try not to get all fucked up and pressure myself and try not to let my brain explode or whatever. I will try my best to appreciate and have the best times as much as possible. I know I got the awesome people around and God to look after me. Cheers to a wild and wicked future.

you know you love me,

xoxo

PS; don't ask me why I suddenly wrote this, it just struck me.(: